Hi, guys! It's been a few months since I fogot my blog(haha)~ Time flies, I'm already in my Form 5(that's mean I'm 17 this year) now and end of this year I will be taking my SPM. Right now, I in the middle of my first term holiday(ONLY ONE WEEK). For the past few months I'm been busing study for my exam but I think that it didn't turn out quite well I suppose. Well guess I should work even harder, this is my last year of high school after all. But I still haven't decide what subject to take in University? Or College maybe? It drive me CRAZY!!! Life is a hard one but it's the amazing one also~ Till then I see you guys again. I'll pen off now~ :)

You ain't no loser!

Even though how hard you gonna' survive,
how hard your life would be.
Always remember that somebody lives harder than you.

I know that you can't breathe,
can't speak, can't do anything.
I understand your feeling,
like a devil wants you to surrender.

Life is a battlefield,
we are always battle with the devil.
And when we are at our limit,
we abandoned hope, love, life and everything in us.

Whisper to yourself,
don't give up.
No matter how many times you lose,
how many times you cried,
how many times you fall to the ground.

You are going to stand up again,
You are going to win this battle,
Through your might and mind.
Gather all your power to win this battle.
Because you ain't no loser! .

Are dream telling the truths?

"When people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you". - Time magazine .I saw this quote when I'm refreshing my twitter. Think back, the people that usually appreared in my dream. Did they really wanted to see me? I have a question that I wanted to asked, what if a idol of yours apprear in your dream? Did they wanted to see you too?! Well, I would said they not even met you in the first place! How did 'they' wanted to see you?! Or maybe this is a 'fortune-telling dream'? That fortold the future that lies ahead? Time Magazine can you answer my question? Well, I think no one can answer my question yet. Coz dream is unpredictable, unstable and unworthtly to trust. Even though sometimes, we had a beautiful dream ever. When you woke up, we are back to the real world. And the people in my dream sometimes I felt really close to them, but in real world no. We were like a totally stranger to each other, its like a different personality. WEIRD! But recently, I dream about a singer( I don't want to say who) confessed to me in my dream. Jaws dropping~ I started to notice him lately....... Could he is the ONE for me?! I think is impossible! He is a Star, an Idol and is toooooooooooooooo early for me!!!!! Does a psycologist that expert in Dream can give me a perfect answer? I'll be waiting.......

Star

Dear Star,
you are so far above the sky.
If I stretch my hands up, can I reach you?

Dear Star,
are you the star that can take me to Neverland?
Will I able to meet Tinkerbell, the mother of the Lost boys?
Or maybe Peter Pan, the child that never wants to grow up?
And have a fight with the evil Captain Hook?
I wish to go there even a second.......I'm satisfied.

Dear Star,
do you have the power to grant me wish?
I know you don't have magical power but
can I continue to believe? :)

Are you my true friend?

Friends, I come across this word when I was reading Sparks's The Last Song. I really did think about my friends and I really have some 'untrue' friend. I can easily prove it, like this time my exam is very poor. 'They' started to avoid me and sometimes when I wanted to asked them some homework question, 'they' even scold me ''Why are you so STUPID?!" when I didn't understand what are 'they' explaining. To think that, back when my academic was better than them. I didn't stingy to share my knowledge and patiently teach 'them'. Even boys are no gentlemen at all(only chinese medium school)! I felt disappointed, do 'true fiend' really exist in this world? I will keep praying for it to happen....... Until I read this article from SGM's Junior Division blog (http://sgmjd.blogspot.com/2010/12/truly-strong-self.html). From that day onwards I keep praying for the emergence of the kindness inside 'them'. That one day, 'they' will realize.

Firstly, I didn't really agree to my school about the 'short hair' system. What I mean is this is 21st century!!!! And you want us to cut our hair SHORT?! You can't control us like back then you used to, actually you teachers are the one who created 'tomboy'. Because you want us to keep our hair short so we cut the 'boycut' style, because it easier to maintain and its so short!! So it really isn't us who wants to be a 'tomboy', is you who force us to be one! So don't blame the girls who wants to be a boy. This is like a 'CAUSE' circle, you want a 'short hair' system-->we style our hair with 'tomboy' style-->Lesbian~

If~

If you lost hope,
Pray.
If you lost love,
Find.
If you lost music,
Compose.
If you lost everything,
Believe.
If you fall,
Stands up.
If you lose,
Fight again.
If you fail,
TRY AGAIN!!!!

Don't ever, ever give up yourself! Hope and believe in you and people around you. Even if you done wrong in the past, let me tell you this. Life always have a second chance........Because we are human, we are not PERFECT. (that's include me, HAha) ;)